angel

”Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there’s always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there’s vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don’t make no difference
escaping one last time
it’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here.”

Sarah Maclachlan är underbar!

”I would rather have had..

One breathe of her hair
One kiss of her mouth
One touch of her hand

Then eternity without it..”

Så ska det vara..vackert så inåthelvete..

”Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you’re not allowed
You’re uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you, you’re not allowed
You’re uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love
Like mine before
But this is not allowed
You’re uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don’t think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate”

Jag hittade en sida..när jag sökte efter City of Angels. Där hittade jag en kärlekshistoria utan dess like, med ett tragiskt slut..men som levde vidare där. Scott och Vanessa.. Varandras själfränder, men ändå fick de aldrig vara tillsammans. Skiljda åt av olika omgångar av olika anledningar. Den kärlek de delade tills hans död var nog den största. Jag grät när jag läste allt hon skrev. Så mycket. Helt galet mycket kärlek och jaa..helt ofattbart nästan. Vilken smärta, men ändå.. det dem delat fanns med henne. Väldigt starkt.

Jag är rörd.

Jag vill..veta.

De hade en massa saker som filmer, musik och ord som knöt dem samman, jag förstår på nåt sätt. Jag tycker nog att musik är rätt bra.

Hon menar City of Angels och de som sett den bör förstå innebörden av nedanstënde rader..

”You told me a week
before you died
that we needed to buy this DVD,
cause when you saw it
while we were still apart
it made you think of me,
that his speech at the end
was how you really felt,
how you never regretted one second
of our time together,
you said I would just have to
see it to understand,
I understand all to well now baby…
watching it with you gone
was hard though,
but comforting at the same time,
I miss you…”

Skrivet av Vanessa.