Jag tror jag förstår hur det känns nu. Jag hatar det. Det är det värsta som finns. Jag vill inte. Snälla, hata mig. Älska MIG! Döda min kärlek. Ta livet av mig. FAN! Jag kan inte göra nåt vettigt eller rationellt. Jag vill bara…
Tell
Show
Hold
Vad fan var det som hände? Hur blev det såhär? Jag förstår inte.
”I can’t meet
Losing sleep over this
No I can’t
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I’ll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing
Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening
This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomorrow morning I’ll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
Cause I’m waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
I’m somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don’t want to run away from this
I know that I just don’t need this
Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening
Cause I’m waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
And I’m somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real just a dream”
Okej, nu är jag stark igen. Moving on..
Snart är mitt hjärta av ädelt titan igen..